Maybe I shouldn't have doubt toward this, but I wish you'll know what I was thinking while I was on my home from work. I was having doubt on whether are you really that busy or I don't know, busy with something that you should never be busy with? I'm really sorry for having this on my mind just now, but when you didn't reply me (not that I want to have a 24/7 kind of conversation), I feel uneasy. Very very uneasy. My mind begins wander around all those unnecessary things which ended up getting myself to be sad and maybe crying all night. I don't know why, but it seriously does make me feel uneasy.
Please, really don't make me regret after I gave my everything to you and also please never never betray me dear. You know I will never get to live my life, after you leave. So, please love me with all the heart that you've got with you and please remember that I will always love you, maybe even after you asked me to stop loving you one day?
And just one request, please do think of me whenever you're free? I just want to know that I am on your mind all the time. You know, just by seeing your message sometimes, or most of the times I would say, it really does make my day. Guess, you'll never know how little things you did for me, will make me happy. Just remember that I am a spoil baby for you but by being together with you, is all I need. I only need you, yes ONLY you.
