Make A Wish

How I wish I could have some super powers during that time. A power to freeze the moment. A power to hold him tighter than I think I could. And obviously a power to make him belongs to me, only me. IF only I have these super powers for sure, the first thing that I would do is grab him and hug him just the way I wanted to. Can I make a wish to the stars and moon on the sky right here, right now? IF only my wish could come true.

Imagine yourself being hugged by your loved ones. How would you feel? I bet it'll feel like you're in heaven, even though it's just for a few seconds, a minute or even less than a minute. Well to be honest, there's actually no words to describe that feeling. It's undefined, no matter by what term or theory. All I can say bout the feeling is, feel it just by the way you want it. I like it, when he suddenly appears without you knowing it and he suddenly grab your waist and hug it. Can you imagine that? How would you feel? It's undefined, am I right?

But if you would let me to choose, I'll say I prefer the way I hug him. That way, I could hug him as tight and as close as I want it to be. All I need to do is just grab his shoulder and hold him close to me. And what he need to do, is just grab my waist and hold me close to him. And yea, I need to tip-toe, just a little bit for me to grab his shoulder. But, who cares? As long as I'm comfortable with this way, and he let me do it just the way I wanted it to.

If only I could make him be my forever. But sad to say, I don't believe in the word 'forever'. Not to say I'm sad about this word, but somehow I just don't believe it. Let's hope that he'll somehow managed to make me believe in this word. I won't put a high hope on it, but somehow I'll pray and hope for it. After those incidents that happened before this, I dare not put a high hope on stuffs anymore. It's all because of one reason, I'm afraid that I'll get hurt again and I can't stand up by my own.

That's it for the day. I hope I can love him till the end my world. Let's make a wish and hope the wish will come true, one fine day.

Sincerely,

puiyen :)