For Now and Always

Maybe it's time for all of us to grow up. Grow up and be a matured girl, impress each and every person in your life.

Nowadays, I regretted for asking you to prompt me that much. It's not what I wanted now. I want to grow old with you so that I could tell our story to our children, our grandchildren about how long we lasted. I wish you could be here now. Telling me everything is just gonna be fine. Okay, maybe not now. But after you're back from your tournament, I would never let you leave anymore. Let me be selfish, but I just want you to be mine. I don't like sharing you with other people.

I always ask myself and him those questions with an "IF" and he answered everything just like how I wish he could answer it. Maybe it wasn't really true, but that's what I want to hear from him.

Till today, I still can't forget the day that I cried right in front of him. I can't believe that I did actually showed him the broken part of me. Actually he doesn't need to do anything when I'm tearing apart. All I need him to do is just be there, hug me tightly, pat me and my hair, wipe away the tears that is running down my face, tell me there's nothing to be afraid of. After I cried and calm myself down, we hugged each other damn tight and we headed out for lunch with our friends.

I asked him to believe me, because I cried too much recently. Just too much. Too much till I couldn't remember when was the last time I cried. Maybe after the first week of April, the Puiyen that he used to loved and cherished would be back. I Love You

We'll grow up and grow old together

We'll go through the whole world together

We'll be there for each other 

We'll always find back the way to each other no matter how hard it is

NOW AND FOREVER

Sincerely, 

yenn :)