Bad Day

It had been a real bad day for me for the past one or two weeks. However, it is always getting better whenever he is there for me. But, seriously, not for today.

Everything was fucked up at the very last minute! Out of the sudden, everything is against me. No matter how hard I did try to face all those problems, those problems still exist in front of me. I have been telling myself not to think negative about all this things, but it doesn't work this time!

Saturday. I guess this Saturday (2/8), would be the most stressful and bad day for me. When I knew that I have to attend replacement classes on Saturday, I told my mum. And eventually I asked her to carry on, on going back to Ipoh on Friday evening, instead of waiting for me to end my class, which I have no idea what time it is on Saturday. All she did was just blaming me for asking her to do so. Giving me so damn many fucking reasons just to make sure she will go back with me on Saturday! She even asked me to skip my class, just because of my uncle's birthday dinner on Saturday. Right now, I seriously don't feel like attending that function anymore.

Course mates. Can't they be more rational and be more matured in thinking? Yea, I know I am your treasurer for 2 years (maybe) but for me, if you don't respect me, I won't respect you. Fine, you don't want me to be your treasurer, pick someone way better than me. Don't blame others for my mistake. I know maybe to some of you, RM10 per month is too much, but think it in a better way. Talk to me! Confront me straight away! Don't blame our printing manager for charging this amount of money. You're only brave enough to write about it. Be brave enough to confront me next time and I will give you a good reason on why am I charging you guys that expensive.

God, no matter where You are at now. Please guide me to go through this obstacle in my life so far. I know You will be a great mentor to me. I believe whatever You've brought me through and that is why I could still survive until this point of time. Thanks, God!