Am I, Could I, Do I?

Am I giving myself too much pressure?
Am I expecting too much from everyone?
Am I being too strong, in everybody's eye?

Could I end my life right now?
Could I just be, my true self this entire year?
Could I face everyone, without wearing my mask?
Could I cry, whenever I feel like it (just like now)?

Do I, feel like to die every moment now?
Do I, feel like to give the best of my everything to every person in my life?
Do I, have to be this strong?