A Happy Ending?

It's hard for me to believe in that word nowadays. I mean when I'm actually feeling afraid. You said you'll always comfort me whenever the tears is running down my face, but when I don't intend to tell you, would you know? And ask me why am I crying? Would you?

I always deny to answer your question asking me "Are you alright?" Because the truth is I'm actually not okay and I refused to tell you just because I don't want you to be afraid as well. The scared feeling that keeps on hunting me all the time.

Now, your sister's relationship is over because of that particular guy, to be honest, I'm afraid we might be the next one. I still remember my sis saying that our relationship is quite stable already since we've been together for more than 3 months. But for me, to say a relationship is stable, please make it last for at least half a year.

You're the only guy who managed to make me believe forever and also you're the only one who could make me afraid from time to time because I'm scared of losing you as my loved one and also as a friend. It's always very hard to stop those tears that are running down. Very very hard. Especially when you're facing it all alone. I don't want to walk this planet Earth alone anymore. I want you to hold my hand tightly and say that everything is fine, when you're with me. That's all I need when I'm afraid.

Regarding is it a happy ending or not, it's up to how we believe in the word forever. For me, I'm still clueless. Still too afraid to make any decision now. I just want to be your LAST one. Even if I'm not your first, I don't mind. Just make me as your last one, please? I Love You.

Sincerely,

yenn :)