Day 5

I don't know is the time flying fast or slow, but it's now the fifth day and it's the end. Actually, his tournament ended yesterday, but he went there again today for his medal. And so, he got the third place and a bronze medal. I am proud to have him though.

The weird thing is he said sorry yesterday and today because he felt that he was leaving me alone all the time. I didn't feel any loneliness though, except today at school. Either I'm too tired yesterday or I'm too busy with my pile of works which is never ending.

Even he's at school today, but I can't see him the whole day until it's 12.30. Due to the fact that he was away to take his medal. When he said that he won't be at school during recess, my mood was getting down. But, somehow not to make him not worried of me, I said it's okay. You don't have to tell me those stuffs. But, deep inside I'm literally dying. Sorry for not telling you straight at school just now.

It's a lucky thing that I brought my phone to school today. I text him and said I miss him so damn badly. To be honest, I did never missed someone this much before, except him. Getting him into my life, I could feel a lot of difference, in any way. I wish I could hug him before he leave just now, but too bad, there's no chance for me to hug him tightly, like I've always wanted.

While I was on my way to Central Market just now, I was already dying actually. Dying because of the fact I won't get to see him anymore till next week. How sad I would be. Sigh. I am even skipping tuition to go back to hometown for some reason. I won't be able to see him. I would seriously miss him so damn badly man. So badly. After this week and my competition day on 9th April, I wish everything could be back to normal. I don't feel like going through the days at school without him anymore. I Love You

Sincerely,

yenn :)