I Miss Us

We used to being together for a very very long time. But now, our time being together is much more lesser. The gap that I am afraid of all this while, is getting more and more further. I wished it could close one day, and the feeling that I hate the most would be disappear as well. Unfortunately, that is not gonna happen. Until the day forever really belong to us.

I really miss that moment when we spend time for each other. Even though, that time we spent together was just a little while, but it's really full of happy moments. Not like what we are going through now. Whenever we got to spend some time together, we are both tired. Tired because of studying all day long.

As usual, there'll be a prayer for the Muslims in my school every Friday. As it was a rule saying that there's a girls group and boys group, so for sure we couldn't sit together. Usually, after we are allowed to go back to our class after their prayers, we'll spend some time to talk or tease each other or at least greet each other. But, yesterday I just walked away. I don't really know how he would feel, but I think he should understand it. We had a deal before this, sorry.

My friend was curious upon how we both acted. And so, she asked, "What happened to both of us?" My reply to her was simple, "Nothing. Really there's nothing happen between us. Just that this was our deal. We'll concentrate for this exam and that was why we both kinda like ignore each other for now." She don't really quite believe it, but at last I think I managed to convince her anyway.

My wish for this month would be :
1) Exams, please get over as soon as possible. I'm tired for facing you these few weeks.
2) God, please give both of us more time to spend together. And of course, if You would allow us to have forever with us. Thank you God.
3) Last but not least, I wish to have good marks in this exam. Including both Additional Mathematics and Modern Maths.

Sincerely,

yenn :)